I learned something.
Being in a relationship is a challenge.
It can be romantic, great and being loved.
But it can be scary, bothersome and lost of freedom.
I wanted to be in a relationship but now, I am feel extremely great without it!
I am free without it.
I do not have to think before doing anything that might anger the partner.
I do not need to fight with someone every couple of days/weeks/months.
I do not need to comfort the partner who could be unhappy.
Although it would be great to have someone there for you and hold you when you need it but if it takes all the trouble to get, I would rather choose to be single at the moment and be free to do what ever I want till the day I am being tied down like a bird in a cage.
Shan
Monday, November 23, 2009
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Again, I haven't been updating my dear blog. So here I am, updating after a million years later! =p
Anyway, here is some pictures that will help me remind myself of what had happened!
[Present From Du Gor for my bday!]
[I had a haircut!]
Love it! My head felt lighter and got rid of long annoying fringe! =]
[Pig face! Not the best look but me no care! =p]
[Visited the 'Jade Buddha' in Museum.]
Felt like going to an actual temple in Thailand.
[A mini version of the Jade Buddha]
[Mum LOL-ed so hard at that! xD]
[My new collection of shoesss! >.<]
I had exams recently, well, everyone does. I 'meh' my way through the exams because, I know I am not going to pass any of them so I just did the best I could.
Even at this point of time, I still do not know what exactly I want to do. So, I am just going to go with flow till I figure something out! =S
As a lot of people say, a lot can happen in a day!
This afternoon, I was having brunch with my family at the dining table, talking about stuff, when my brother told me this lame joke that I laughed at for so long and cried!
'Why did the man throw a butter out of the window?'
I answered 'because he felt like it?!'
What's your answer?
The answer was 'because he wanted to see a butter-fly'!
I still find it funny! =D
[yes, I am smiling! xD]
The next one was
'Why did the man throw the clock out of the window?'
Did you guess it right this time?
'Because he want to see time fly!'
Hehe! Pretty lame huh?
I love lame jokes! xD
Well, that was at brunch.
At dinner, at the same table, eating with family, chatting, and can't remember how it happened. We are kind of arguing but not really arguing, its like, talking? I don't know how to explain. Anyway, at the exact same place after a few hours, I am in tears again, but this time it is now caused by laughing.
Maybe I have too much liquid in me or maybe I haven't been crying for a while, that's why, I cried twice in a day! Haha. Weird theory! =.=
Anywhoooo..
I really need a massage. Neck and back have been aching real bad lately. Sigh.
Oh right, I wonder who will be going next Friday, most likely another disappointing event! Meh
I miss people.
Eg.
- Hui
- Zong
- 仟玲
- 智诚
- 家升
- 兆良
- 如婷!!
- and you! whoever you are! =P
Hopefully this will be a good holiday! =]
Shan ^.^v
Anyway, here is some pictures that will help me remind myself of what had happened!
[Present From Du Gor for my bday!]
[I had a haircut!]
Love it! My head felt lighter and got rid of long annoying fringe! =]
[Pig face! Not the best look but me no care! =p]
[Visited the 'Jade Buddha' in Museum.]
Felt like going to an actual temple in Thailand.
[A mini version of the Jade Buddha]
[Mum LOL-ed so hard at that! xD]
[My new collection of shoesss! >.<]
I had exams recently, well, everyone does. I 'meh' my way through the exams because, I know I am not going to pass any of them so I just did the best I could.
Even at this point of time, I still do not know what exactly I want to do. So, I am just going to go with flow till I figure something out! =S
As a lot of people say, a lot can happen in a day!
This afternoon, I was having brunch with my family at the dining table, talking about stuff, when my brother told me this lame joke that I laughed at for so long and cried!
'Why did the man throw a butter out of the window?'
I answered 'because he felt like it?!'
What's your answer?
The answer was 'because he wanted to see a butter-fly'!
I still find it funny! =D
[yes, I am smiling! xD]
The next one was
'Why did the man throw the clock out of the window?'
Did you guess it right this time?
'Because he want to see time fly!'
Hehe! Pretty lame huh?
I love lame jokes! xD
Well, that was at brunch.
At dinner, at the same table, eating with family, chatting, and can't remember how it happened. We are kind of arguing but not really arguing, its like, talking? I don't know how to explain. Anyway, at the exact same place after a few hours, I am in tears again, but this time it is now caused by laughing.
Maybe I have too much liquid in me or maybe I haven't been crying for a while, that's why, I cried twice in a day! Haha. Weird theory! =.=
Anywhoooo..
I really need a massage. Neck and back have been aching real bad lately. Sigh.
Oh right, I wonder who will be going next Friday, most likely another disappointing event! Meh
I miss people.
Eg.
- Hui
- Zong
- 仟玲
- 智诚
- 家升
- 兆良
- 如婷!!
- and you! whoever you are! =P
Hopefully this will be a good holiday! =]
Shan ^.^v
Sunday, October 25, 2009
感觉!! 为什么?!?!?!?
感觉是很奇妙的
感觉会让人感到疑惑
我的感觉连我自己都不明白
对你，以为已经没了
但是，忽然又有了
我一直要对自己说放了吧，没了，但是，好像都是在骗自己。
骗得过一时，但久了以后，它又会回来找你。
当感觉回来时，我又必须用很久的时间去把它抹去。
有没有人可以告诉我，
为什么我会一直犹豫，
为什么我放不下，
为什么我一直胡思乱想，
为什么一直存有希望，
为什么我就不能忘得彻底，
为什么不能忘得一了百了!!
感觉!! 为什么你为什么不放过我!!
为什么?!?!?!?
唉~~~~
Excuse my random-ness! Bleh! =p
Shan @.@''
Friday, October 23, 2009
心理测验
最近看综艺节目看到满多节目在玩心理测验，就觉得还蛮准的，所以就来跟大家分享一下。
Q.1
只限男生
For Guys only
如果你发现一个篮子里有小猫，而你必须要收养一只, 你会收养哪一种颜色的小猫？
If there is a basket of cats you have to adopt one, which color would you choose?
1 虎斑色
Tiger Stripped
2 乳牛色
Black and White
3 白色
White
4 七彩
Rainbow
Q 2.
在欧洲旅行时，接近深夜时间，走着走着看见远处有一栋房子你会觉得是?
When you are traveling in Europe, at night time, you were walking and you saw a house in a distance from you, you will think it is a...
1 乡间民宿
Country Bed and Breakfast
2 巨大古堡
Huge Castle
3 汽车旅馆
Motel
4 便利商店
Convenient Store
Q. 3
有一辆跑车停在草原上，请想像画面中的人物正在做什么？
There is a sport car parked on a land of grass, please imagine what are they doing?
1 情侣正躺在树阴下互相拥抱着
A couple lying down under the tree hugging
2 独自来此，因为风景优美，所以停车拍照
a person came alone because of the beautiful scenery and stopped to take picture
3 为了忘记不愉快，来这儿散心
came to relax, in order to forget the unpleasant
4 男女四人的小团体来这儿露营，正准备架帐篷并准备食物
small group of four men and women came for camping, preparing food and setting up the tent
Q. 4
假设你要开车送一位异性朋友回家，请问你会选择用哪一辆送朋友回家?
Pretend that you are going to send a friend(opposite sex) home , which car would you choose to send him/her home?
1 高级车种 (BMW. Mercedes, etc)
High class car
2 可爱的小型车
Cute small car
3 敞篷车
Convertible
4 法拉利等级的跑车
Sport car like Ferrari
***************************
**********************
***************
********
****
*
Good Luck with your answer
A. 1
是测试你的'亲热'能力
To test your sexuality
1. 性能力强，但是不会理会另一半的感受
strong performance BUT you do not care about the feelings of your partner
2. 说的比做的厉害
you are all about talk, you are not as good as you say you are
3. 性能力弱，是个被动者，比较娘
weak performance, not initiative, rather girly
4. 迷恋大胸部
obsession with big boobs
A. 2
你是个能放心把钱交给你管的人吗?
Can your partner trust you to manage their money
1. 自然率直管理者，花钱看心情的人，虽然会存，但是会因一些喜好而把钱花掉。钱一进口袋，顺手就会不小心花掉。
a very straight forward person, you spend when you feel like it, although you can save, but you will spend it when you see something you like. If there is money on you, you will 'accidentally' spend them.
2. 理财比较梦幻倾向的人， 会把钱存起来买自己想要的东西或是买给另一半。 认为会存钱，但是并不会。
a dreamer, you will save money to buy something for yourself or your partner. You think you can save BUT you can not.
3. 节俭型的钱财管理者， 钱给你们就会进口袋，想办法用各种方式储蓄起来，能不花则不花， 当用则用，不用则省。
Thrift-type of money manager, you will save up all the money in different ways, wont spend on unnecessary things
4. 投资性理财，不是很吝啬的节俭者，是投资者，钱到手会认为它应该要变成更巨大的财富，钱不会是死死的储蓄而是会把它拿去运用，类似想当花则花，可是你们很会变钱。所以你是最适合管钱的人。
A. 3
给异性的印象
Impression you give to opposite sex
1. 强烈期待着罗曼史，特别是来自平时的甜蜜诱惑，如果你正热恋中，你会想更近一步，或一起旅行，或看完电影到饭店休息，此时的你，性欲正浓!
Strongly look forward to romance, especially from the usual sweet temptation, if you are in love, you would want to do one step closer, or traveling together, or go to hotel to 'rest' after a movie, at a time like this you have strong desire for sex!!
2. 这一类型的人，工作第一，所以可能令异性失望，而且对恋爱感到失望，认为性是不洁的，也许在你的心理潜藏了虐待狂的性格，所以当你见到别人因你困惑，或被你虐待时，反而很容易感到愉悦，又因好嫉妒，所以见到自己喜欢的人很温柔地对待别人，就会嫉妒得受不了。
3. 你富冒险心，有强烈欲望像从事大胆的事，而且，想做些以往所作完全不同的事，让周遭的人大吃一惊的愿望也很强烈，但是过于譁众取宠或精力过于旺盛，很可能招致麻烦或失败，对性的欲求不满，已倾零爆发边缘
You want to do something risky, have a strong desire to engage in something completely different, which will make the people around you to be very surprise, but it is much too dramatic or extensive use of energy which is likely to lead to trouble or failure, sexual desires and discontent has been the outbreak of the edge of the zero tilt
4. 你喜欢与朋友聚会，生活一旦变得单调，你就会感到无趣，因此现阶段的你，宁愿与大伙一同欢乐，也不愿意一对一的来往。
A. 4
给异性的印象
Impression you give to opposite sex
1. [可靠的人]。 是否经常有异性朋友向你侦讯意见，或者是请你帮忙呢? 你是个容易受到异性朋友[信赖]的人。
[Reliable people]. Are you often being asked by your friends (opposite sex) for advice, or asked for your help? You are the [trust] person to your friends.
2. [纯真而脆弱的人]。经常会让异性产生[想要保护你] 或 [想要照顾你] 的想法， 因此得到来自异性朋友的种种助力，属于 [得天独厚] 的类型。
[Innocent and vulnerable persons]. Often make the opposite sex have the idea of [want to protect you] or [want to take care of you], so you get all the help from the opposite sex, belong to the [Blessed] the type of person.
3. [相处愉快的人]。 个性明朗，平易近人，和任何异性都能在短时间内变得亲密。拥有众多异性朋友，但是遗憾的是都停留在 [不错的人]而无法进一步发展成恋爱关系。
[Get along with pleasant person]. Personalized clear, approachable, and can become intimate with any opposite sex in a short time. Has many heterosexual friends, but sadly always end up with a [Nice person] title and will not be further developed into a romantic relationship.
4. [性感的人], 可算是受欢迎的类型。你的魅力逼人，容易让异性亲近，但是同时会发生被不喜欢的对象纠缠的状况，要多多注意咯!
OMG!!
Finally finished!
Soooo long!
Anyway! Hope you are happy with your answer!!
AND
Excuse me for bad translation! Hehe! =P
Shan ^.^v
Q.1
只限男生
For Guys only
如果你发现一个篮子里有小猫，而你必须要收养一只, 你会收养哪一种颜色的小猫？
If there is a basket of cats you have to adopt one, which color would you choose?
1 虎斑色
Tiger Stripped
2 乳牛色
Black and White
3 白色
White
4 七彩
Rainbow
Q 2.
在欧洲旅行时，接近深夜时间，走着走着看见远处有一栋房子你会觉得是?
When you are traveling in Europe, at night time, you were walking and you saw a house in a distance from you, you will think it is a...
1 乡间民宿
Country Bed and Breakfast
2 巨大古堡
Huge Castle
3 汽车旅馆
Motel
4 便利商店
Convenient Store
Q. 3
有一辆跑车停在草原上，请想像画面中的人物正在做什么？
There is a sport car parked on a land of grass, please imagine what are they doing?
1 情侣正躺在树阴下互相拥抱着
A couple lying down under the tree hugging
2 独自来此，因为风景优美，所以停车拍照
a person came alone because of the beautiful scenery and stopped to take picture
3 为了忘记不愉快，来这儿散心
came to relax, in order to forget the unpleasant
4 男女四人的小团体来这儿露营，正准备架帐篷并准备食物
small group of four men and women came for camping, preparing food and setting up the tent
Q. 4
假设你要开车送一位异性朋友回家，请问你会选择用哪一辆送朋友回家?
Pretend that you are going to send a friend(opposite sex) home , which car would you choose to send him/her home?
1 高级车种 (BMW. Mercedes, etc)
High class car
2 可爱的小型车
Cute small car
3 敞篷车
Convertible
4 法拉利等级的跑车
Sport car like Ferrari
***************************
**********************
***************
********
****
*
Good Luck with your answer
A. 1
是测试你的'亲热'能力
To test your sexuality
1. 性能力强，但是不会理会另一半的感受
strong performance BUT you do not care about the feelings of your partner
2. 说的比做的厉害
you are all about talk, you are not as good as you say you are
3. 性能力弱，是个被动者，比较娘
weak performance, not initiative, rather girly
4. 迷恋大胸部
obsession with big boobs
A. 2
你是个能放心把钱交给你管的人吗?
Can your partner trust you to manage their money
1. 自然率直管理者，花钱看心情的人，虽然会存，但是会因一些喜好而把钱花掉。钱一进口袋，顺手就会不小心花掉。
a very straight forward person, you spend when you feel like it, although you can save, but you will spend it when you see something you like. If there is money on you, you will 'accidentally' spend them.
2. 理财比较梦幻倾向的人， 会把钱存起来买自己想要的东西或是买给另一半。 认为会存钱，但是并不会。
a dreamer, you will save money to buy something for yourself or your partner. You think you can save BUT you can not.
3. 节俭型的钱财管理者， 钱给你们就会进口袋，想办法用各种方式储蓄起来，能不花则不花， 当用则用，不用则省。
Thrift-type of money manager, you will save up all the money in different ways, wont spend on unnecessary things
4. 投资性理财，不是很吝啬的节俭者，是投资者，钱到手会认为它应该要变成更巨大的财富，钱不会是死死的储蓄而是会把它拿去运用，类似想当花则花，可是你们很会变钱。所以你是最适合管钱的人。
Investment banking, you are not a stingy thrifty persons, you are an investors, if you have money in hand you would think that it should become a much greater wealth, the money will not be deadly saved, it will be invested, you spend them wisely. So you are the most appropriate person to be in charge of money.
A. 3
给异性的印象
Impression you give to opposite sex
1. 强烈期待着罗曼史，特别是来自平时的甜蜜诱惑，如果你正热恋中，你会想更近一步，或一起旅行，或看完电影到饭店休息，此时的你，性欲正浓!
Strongly look forward to romance, especially from the usual sweet temptation, if you are in love, you would want to do one step closer, or traveling together, or go to hotel to 'rest' after a movie, at a time like this you have strong desire for sex!!
2. 这一类型的人，工作第一，所以可能令异性失望，而且对恋爱感到失望，认为性是不洁的，也许在你的心理潜藏了虐待狂的性格，所以当你见到别人因你困惑，或被你虐待时，反而很容易感到愉悦，又因好嫉妒，所以见到自己喜欢的人很温柔地对待别人，就会嫉妒得受不了。
This type of people, work always come first, it may be disappointing for your partner, but also disappointed at love and thinks that sex is dirty, maybe in your mental potential you have a sadistic character, so when you see someone else confused because you, or when you are abused, you will tend to feel its a pleasure, and you get jealous easily, so when you see your partner is very gentle to others, you will be very very jealous.
3. 你富冒险心，有强烈欲望像从事大胆的事，而且，想做些以往所作完全不同的事，让周遭的人大吃一惊的愿望也很强烈，但是过于譁众取宠或精力过于旺盛，很可能招致麻烦或失败，对性的欲求不满，已倾零爆发边缘
You want to do something risky, have a strong desire to engage in something completely different, which will make the people around you to be very surprise, but it is much too dramatic or extensive use of energy which is likely to lead to trouble or failure, sexual desires and discontent has been the outbreak of the edge of the zero tilt
4. 你喜欢与朋友聚会，生活一旦变得单调，你就会感到无趣，因此现阶段的你，宁愿与大伙一同欢乐，也不愿意一对一的来往。
You like to get together with friends, once life has become monotonous, you will feel boring, so at this stage you prefer to deal with everyone with joy, than dealing with one on one, as in a relationship.
A. 4
给异性的印象
Impression you give to opposite sex
1. [可靠的人]。 是否经常有异性朋友向你侦讯意见，或者是请你帮忙呢? 你是个容易受到异性朋友[信赖]的人。
[Reliable people]. Are you often being asked by your friends (opposite sex) for advice, or asked for your help? You are the [trust] person to your friends.
2. [纯真而脆弱的人]。经常会让异性产生[想要保护你] 或 [想要照顾你] 的想法， 因此得到来自异性朋友的种种助力，属于 [得天独厚] 的类型。
[Innocent and vulnerable persons]. Often make the opposite sex have the idea of [want to protect you] or [want to take care of you], so you get all the help from the opposite sex, belong to the [Blessed] the type of person.
3. [相处愉快的人]。 个性明朗，平易近人，和任何异性都能在短时间内变得亲密。拥有众多异性朋友，但是遗憾的是都停留在 [不错的人]而无法进一步发展成恋爱关系。
[Get along with pleasant person]. Personalized clear, approachable, and can become intimate with any opposite sex in a short time. Has many heterosexual friends, but sadly always end up with a [Nice person] title and will not be further developed into a romantic relationship.
4. [性感的人], 可算是受欢迎的类型。你的魅力逼人，容易让异性亲近，但是同时会发生被不喜欢的对象纠缠的状况，要多多注意咯!
[Sexy people], can be regarded as popular type. Your charm is compelling, and easy for the opposite sex to get close to, but at the same time you will struggle from being entangle by someone you do not like, you must pay lots of attention!
OMG!!
Finally finished!
Soooo long!
Anyway! Hope you are happy with your answer!!
AND
Excuse me for bad translation! Hehe! =P
Shan ^.^v
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Thursday, September 17, 2009
EGG!! FML!
Got my first 'EGG' today in my entire life!
GREAT!
I FKING HATE UNI
soooooooooooo not a uni person!
Shan
GREAT!
I FKING HATE UNI
soooooooooooo not a uni person!
Shan
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
failed
I set 3 tasks for myself yesterday for today
- read 3 chapters of Econs and write notes! [FAILED! only read 1 chapter with no notes!]
- find article for assignment [FAILED!]
* no comp before 3 and no comp after 9.30pm
[as you can see..FAILED FAILED FAILED]
GAH!!!
FML!
The End
Shan
- read 3 chapters of Econs and write notes! [FAILED! only read 1 chapter with no notes!]
- find article for assignment [FAILED!]
* no comp before 3 and no comp after 9.30pm
[as you can see..FAILED FAILED FAILED]
GAH!!!
FML!
The End
Shan
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